To Let It Out

I wanted to blog for quite a long time ago but I didn't want to end up complaining and being very negative. So, I didn't blog.

This too, I want to keep it short, and it will be short.

Problem is, I had plans, not things I wanted to do, but the things I needed to do. Its different. It wasn't working well from the start. And as I feared, its not going on well and I don't have to wait to know its not going to end well too. Disappointed? Yes, with myself. I don't feel regret. Because at least I tried. Maybe I didn't try hard enough. Sometimes I'm clueless. How to do? How to start?

Anyway, I just hope at least what I needed, I will get it. If that's not meant for me, then, please Lord, show me the alternatives. Or maybe He is showing me and I'm not able to see. Too many doubts in me I guess?