And I wasted quite a lot of time too, doing things that I didn't have to do, and even some which I shouldn't have done. I could have finished my work way earlier, but I couldn't. I either will feel very sleepy or just can't do it unless its the last minute. Why? I don't know. I need a breakthrough in this. I really want. I don't want to be a last minute person. I don't enjoy it at all. I really need a breakthrough in this. And I think, I know how I'm gonna get it. Well, there's only One person who can help me out here.
Lets talk about some things that has happened recently. My class ended at 12pm. But I only managed to get back at 3pm. Why? Accompanied Sharan for lunch. I was hungry too. Then stayed till they went for class. I did some work while waiting, so still okay. Then when they left for class, I left waiting for bus. Only managed to get a bus after more than an hour and a half. Can you believe it? 3 KF buses, 3 IP buses, 4-5 E buses. Only one ABCD bus after an hour and a half. That's when I realised I could have gone back earlier. My fault. All the way walking back to my room I was thinking of the pending list of things I've got to finish. Major: 4 assignments due tomorrow for the same subject. I was already late. One done, one done half way, another two, I'm not even sure how much and what I've done. Then Sharan called saying the due dates are postponed to next week, postponed again. I was relieved and also feel bad; for Mr. Jaratin. He must be very disappointed with us. Well, I'm definitely disappointed with myself. Didn't do well in the midterm. Couldn't finish his assignments on time. And I'm a final year student?
Many more things to complete by tonight. Tired, seriously am. 2-3 nights of very little sleep. That's gonna be the case again tonight.
Alpha weekend away tomorrow till Saturday. Only You, Jesus, who can help to ensure everything goes on smoothly.
Need to get back to work.
Sheren
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