Sheren is tired

I'm really exhausted.

It's already week 14. Feels like just the 1st week for my 4th sem. Well, maybe not really 1st week. But definitely not like 14 week. Still have 3 more assignments to go; Commercial Law tutorial/presentation (gotta do my very very best for this to cover for my 1st loss, I can do it, through Him), International Marketing pair assignment and group assignment. And my roomie just asked for help with her English essay/mind map/draft. And, as usual, I said ok, plus with a smile. Wasn't fake, trust me. Dumb maybe. So, all this. And by the way, it's supposed to be study week next week. Supposed to be. My finals starting the following week. 3 papers the 1st week, followed by 1 paper and 3 papers again the final week. Then need to rush with packing up my stuff. And prepare for Kudat Mission trip. Need to prepare for that too, from now itself. Pray bout it. Pray for each one of us who'll be going. I believe it's gonna be great, awesome. Miss the kids at Kudat too.

So, what am I doing tonight? By faith, at least finish my commercial law assignment, proceed with Int. Marketing assignments. Hopefully, all can get done by Sunday. Meaning, no sleep at all. Its ok. I can do this. Oh by the way, I still haven't done my Int. Marketing midterm. Haha? 8-)

Tomorrow will be going to church at about 9.30. Help Zoel with the grad's nite preparation, help Eunice with anything she'll be doing. Settle the van pick up issue. 1.30 pm intercessory, 4pm worship practice, 6pm, cleaning up church (better do it earlier) 7pm CF. So, will be back at night. Wish I can drive the van. Been really troubling Raymond. I mean I know he's really ok with it, but he has his projects and presentations. I can't keep asking him to drive always. Wish they never the exact situation and story that happen. But I don't know how and what to say. You, satan, down there, don't think you won!!! It's just a matter of time now. You can't bring me down. You can't bring us down!!! You're the one who's gonna be down forever. How is that???!!!

Seriously, I'm mentally and physically exhausted. He didn't text me or call me the whole day. Woke up late, expected. Busy whole day, expected. No text or call at all, expected. Its ok. See when he gets back and when he'll contact. No problem. I'm fine.

Thank God finally I got the money from all group mates for the printing cost. At least I have money to survive longer. God is my provider; Jehovah Jireh. He'll continue providing, sufficiently. I don't want more than what I need. But I know He'll still bless me abundantly. That's how me He loves me. :)

My things are really quite alot. Haven't got a place to keep my stuff for during the break yet. Will ask Eunice tomorrow. But thank God I got a place to spend the night after back from Kudat and before leaving to Peninsular.

Gonna get started with my work.

Philippians 4:14 I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me. Amen.

Signing out,

-Sheren-