Exams...

In the midst of finals now. 3 papers down, 4 more to go. It has been quite the same like always; the attitude, the environment, the people's reactions, exam fever (duh...), and the things that are happening in between. What's different? Maybe my reaction/response to how things are....or maybe that was just in the beginning. Now, it's like quite hard to still have the positiveness after how things are happening.

One thought just crossed my mind: Why my lines always seem to be having indirect meanings and content?

Its the issue about trust again. Maybe its because I don't want to reveal lots of things about myself, and maybe my thoughts too. Afraid of how people would react to it or how they will take it. All these because of experience; experiences of sharing things to people, people I had my trust in, and how it was betrayed (sounds like a high-school girl dilemma, isn't it?)

Well, anyway, getting back to the issue about exams.

It has to happen and is happening. 4 more papers to go. Can I make it? Can I do it? Can I do it well? I believe there's still hope. And with God by my side (I know He is), I know I'll be able to do it...but only IF I'm totally relying on Him and also doing my part; through the wisdom He has given me.

It's time to study now...